Trembling and Emotionally Confused.......

Bared and uncut......

I am lost inside, trembling from all that I want, all that I need, disillusioned and confused about what rhythm do I heed?.

This murderous, boisterous trembling...does it cloud the judgment of my choices to lend my voices and speak into being the meaning of from where my soul should nurture and my heart shall feed?

I am diabolical, philosophical, needing a sabbatical from everything and nothing to be free of all that binds me, blinds me, tears me and never spares me.

I should recognize it when I see it, realize it when I feel it, and fantasize about how to beat it.....or...could the one from where I run.......possibly, probably, and/or actually....be ME?

Or am I abysmally, criminally, and illogically terrifyingly insane?
Fucking disturbed, perturbed, turning and yearning to get off this bullshit ass train!!

For it takes me nowhere fast, drops me on my ass and then has the nerve to ask,"Are you ok, my lover?"...............(motherfucker!!!)

Or do you need it to pass....you by again...only to disassemble and distort the subliminal wanting and needing of the superior being.....THAT IS YOU (ME)."